Exhaustion

Grief is so tiring.  Today is no different.  I'm tired. 

Of course, I drank too much wine which is good until it isn't. 

Then I became too tired to do all that I needed to finish tonight. 

I'm ready for peace and quiet. 

I feel bad when I am craving peace and quiet.  I love the loudness of my kids.  If only my Nolan were here to add to the loudness.

How can he be gone???