because you know I need to scream
inside I yell always
I tell myself that I HAVE THE WORST STORY OF EVERYONE!!!!!!! MY LOSS IS THE WORST.
outside I know that all of our losses are horrible
but i'm selfish
I only care about my loss of my sweet Nolan
he should be here and I am silently screaming at all times
yes, it has been 18 months and for those of you who do not have a heart, let me tell you that IT HURTS JUST AS MUCH TODAY!!!!!!!
this is hell
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