I have been sad a lot, of course. But lately, these things have made me sad: 1) yesterday was memorial day. I remember going to the cemetery with my parents as a kid visiting old people's graves. that's what you should do on memorial day. not visit a child's gave.
and 2) today I took logan to the children's mercy orthopedic clinic. I had completely forgotten about taking Nolan there a few times for scoliosis. I was crying when we were waiting once it hit me. the last time I was in that clinic was with Nolan. a few years ago.
losing Nolan just sucks and hurts and is hell and just can't get better. how could it?
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