Anyway, today is nine days since Liam turned 13.
He's already bigger than Nolan ever became. He already has started puberty and I don't think Nolan had. He was probably close, but he didn't have any body hair. Liam is covered in hair and has already shaved his teeny mustache a couple times.
Nolan is frozen in time as my sweet thirteen year old boy.
He will never grow older.
He will never kiss a girl.
He will never marry.
He will never fall in love.
He will never become a father.
He will never go to a college party.
He will never learn to drive.
He will never go to high school.
He will never wave goodbye to me as he leaves for college.
He will never get a first job.
He will never hug me again.
I miss him so much. None of this is fair.
you asked once on here if kids age in heaven. i saw a trailer for a movie where a kid is seeing deceased people and he didn't recognize his grandfather or somebody at the age he died (an old man) but as a younger man in his prime. i bet nolan will look exactly the same to you when you meet him again.
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