They don't take away the permanent fact that Nolan is gone....they can't erase the pain, only mask it for a short time.... the distractions can't bring my baby back to me, can't wake me up from this nightmare.... the distractions are one of the few things though that are helping me survive... surviving without Nolan...sometimes I just don't want to.... the other four make me know I have to
You're right--you must survive, and you will survive, for the other 4 beautiful children and your loving husband!! Still praying, Kay
ReplyDeleteThank God for those distractions. Sometimes I wonder how you get up and go to the pool, to games, to picnics, anywhere. I am sure you want to lay around being sad; I would. Those tiny distractions ... help you survive. Your other kids are doing so well, Jill ... you guys are making it until you see Nolan again ...
ReplyDeleteugh.... it sucks Kerrie... I need a sign.
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