wanderlust, escape, running away

The last six months I have wanted to go... just pack up and travel....sometimes I imagine running off by myself, but mostly I think of packing up the kids and traveling, just traveling.... places I've never been, places I dream of... I usually don't include Patrick in my plans, but only because I realistically know he hass to work...  but I imagine packing up the kids and just taking off... for a month, a year.... running from this inescapable pain