reality bites

As I sat in the movie theater with ciara tonight watching the cartoon eoic, I was thinking how much I need escape right now...escapism is a method of coping.  I don't know how how healthy it is.  But it's so much better than facing the pain.   Watching the colorful scenes of the movie, my brain drifted into a fantasy world, one where I don't even exist.   The pain is muffled briefly....muffled, not gone completely.    I just want to escape