December is Here

This is it.... the month.  the month that I lost my son.  the month that he celebrated his last birthday.  the month that is usually my favorite of the year.  the month that is typically filled with joy from all the excitement, the traditions.  This is the month that will mark one year since I saw my son.  one year since I kissed and hugged my son.  one year since he walked down that hallway after saying goodnight.  one year.  how can it be one year already?  this has been both the longest and the fastest year of my life....  it makes no sense.