videos.... oopes

I don't think either of those worked.  sorry.  i'll try again tomorrow. I want to post more than my sorrow here. I want to post memories of my precious son.  I miss you so much Nolan.  I may feel empty right now.  I may not cry because of the emptiness.  but you were my first TRUE, true love.... you.  I miss you.  you taught me what true love is all about.