Nearly one year since my child left this earth and I still do not dream of him. I had one small dream that he was in very briefly. It wasn't deep and meaningful like other dreams I hear of. I want a dream. I want a dream that feels like he is in the room with me. Liam had one of those. I need something like that.
I physically ache inside. That hole feels so much bigger today than it did even six months ago.
I have so much extra stuff happening right now too. It is all feeling like so much to handle. I'm overhwhelmed with grief and anxiety and worry and sadness.
Why can't I spend time with him in my dreams? is that too much to ask?
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