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Showing posts with label signs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label signs. Show all posts

Friday, April 18, 2014

Signs???

http://www.bubblews.com/news/3044472-i039ve-stopped-looking-for-signs

Posted by jillybean1222 at 5:15 PM No comments:
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Labels: angry at God, bereaved mother, grieving mother, how to go on, loss of a child, loss of my child, meaningless life, Nolan Connors, saint Anthony, signs, signs after death

Friday, December 6, 2013

still waiting on a bigger sign, but....

read my story here....

http://www.bubblews.com/news/1746063-kind-of-a-sign-maybe-not-a-big-sign-i-want-a-big-sign-but-a-sign
Posted by jillybean1222 at 9:07 PM No comments:
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Labels: angry at God, catholic, child loss, death of child, faith, faith and doubt, loss of a child, saint Anthony, signs, signs after death, st. Anthony
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My oldest child, Nolan, died unexpectedly in his sleep just a few days after his thirteenth birthday. As I write now, it is an effort to deal with this unbelievable pain
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