friends

i wonder what you think, Nolan, about the enormous outpouring of love and support that we have been receiving.   we talked more than once about me being lonely, wishing sometimes the kids were in school so we could be a part of s school community.  you would simply encourage me to get to know other moms better.  you might say"what about so and so?"  i miss our .  talks.  honestly, we didn't have big deep talks much (i think you saved those for dad & i would have the deep ones with Liam)....but we always talked.... one of my biggest regrets is that i was often distracted or busy.  every conversation we had the last day or two, i was distracted.  i keep thinking of those.    gosh, i hope you could tell how much i love you