You are beautiful

I was looking at some old photos today from one of our trips to Florida.  You always had such a beautiful smile.  You always had such enthusiasm for life!I wonder if I will ever not hate God for taking you.  It's a really sorrowful and dark feeling to have. 

 

 I will never understand this.  Never.

I miss you so much Nolan. And this is not fair.  It sucks and makes me want to use some really foul language right now.