Some would beg to differ as I have shared a couple stories of touching coincidences. Although the coincidences felt like a small gift from my son, these weren't quite the signs that I hoped for.
Stories abound of visits in the night during a state of sleep or scents that could only be some supernatural or sounds or feelings.
I have had nothing like that. Nothing.
I have prayed to God and asked for something, even just some sort of comfort. I tried praying and praying in the beginning. I felt empty. I stopped praying.
It makes it hard to have faith.
A mother who loses her child like I did needs something, SOMETHING! If there is a God who cares, you would think He would be sympathetic.
But no.
Nothing.
I hear you and I can relate. I do think signs come. But we are too busy insisting on signs that we miss the signs. I also think that when we start relaxing and letting go of the expectation of a sign, then the signs (and even visits) come. Good luck to you. I hope a sign and some peace comes. (DawnRae from bubblews)
ReplyDeleteI'm very sorry for you loss. Prayers aren't always answered in ways we understand, but don't give up.
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