do I deserve all the bad things that have happened to me? maybe I do. Patrick doesn't though. he's so good and kind and wonderful. he has had more bad things happen to him than anyone I know, the worst of which is losing our son. he doesn't deserve the bad karma.... so now he is suffering and it's my fault. he continues to maintain his faith, that's great.
bad things happen and I feel sick and empty and anxious and my stomach and chest hurt today. I feel like throwing up. I want to run away.
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