journal

i have a Nolan journal that started when he was a baby... i can't the darn thing.  shortly after losingNolan,i tried write some memories in it.  now i can't find it.
I'm sure it will turn up.  but i hope it isn't ruined or torn up....things spill in this house....

so until the journal turns up, i need to start putting memories here.

Logan told me today he liked shooting bows and arrows with Nolan, going to our neighborhood park, doing the Nolan show.

Ciara told me she remembers playing hide and seek with Nolan, go to the park, playing cards.

i remember one school morning Nolan awoke when dad left for work before six am.by the time i woke up eight, he had already completed all his school work for that day.  (only happened once)....he did always work hard though so he could get free time.  he spent most of his free time outdoors, building  forts,working on a fire pit, climbing trees, walking in the neighborhood.  if indoors, he loved to draw and would often lose himself in imaginary battles with his action figures.  I'd walk by room and hear his sound effects.

he liked movies and Wii games, but still preferred the outdoors to technological gadgets.  he'd rather sit in a tree watching the birds than play a video game.