Sunday, September 8, 2013

worrying is hell

I'm not going to sleep tonight and I'm so tired.  Liam says his chest hurts, like it has in the past, like we have had him checked for, but it scares me.  Should I take him to the Dr at 1130pm when everyone it has been checked, it was fine?
And Ella has a fever... fevers, a normal part of childhood, but after Nolan s death fevers scare me.  Nolan had a fever a couple weeks before this hell started.
ciara keeps checking everyone's heart rate, hearts beating.... she worries too.
Sometimes Logan looks so pale in his sleep....I get scared.
I'm so tired and I'm so tired of this hell.

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