Tuesday, June 18, 2013

baseball

the whole baseball season has been sad because, well, last year we had liam AND Nolan playing... now it's liam and logan...

today, I was saddened in a new way.  I found out that the division that liam is playing is actually ages 11-13 which means that this year, for once, liam and Nolan would have actually played on the same team.  how awesome would that be?  the two of them together.  together like they have been for 11.5 years.... but together playing on a baseball team.  something they had never done.  now they will never do.  it makes me so sad.  just like everything else does.  no Nolan.  the world is missing out  and no one even realizes it!!!!!  it's just wrong.  this fantastic boy who was growing into an outstanding man.... just what the world needs!!!!  someone who stood firm in his beliefs, but was a fun, happy person to be around... someone real, someone playful and silly.... Nolan.  the world had lost him and the world doesn't even know what it has lost...

i'm surrounded by these pictures of him... but no him....

baseball makes me sad.

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