Tuesday, June 11, 2013

distractions are temporary

They don't take away the permanent fact that Nolan is gone....they can't erase the pain, only mask it for a short time.... the distractions can't bring my baby back to me, can't wake me up from this nightmare....  the distractions are one of the few things though that are helping me survive...  surviving without Nolan...sometimes I just don't want to....  the other four make me know I have to

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  1. You're right--you must survive, and you will survive, for the other 4 beautiful children and your loving husband!! Still praying, Kay

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  2. Thank God for those distractions. Sometimes I wonder how you get up and go to the pool, to games, to picnics, anywhere. I am sure you want to lay around being sad; I would. Those tiny distractions ... help you survive. Your other kids are doing so well, Jill ... you guys are making it until you see Nolan again ...

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