I just don't know how I won't.... I know all the sayings of "be not afraid" and stuff... stuff about having faith. trusting God. but you know, I did that before Nolan died. I put stock in my prayers of "please keep my kids healthy and safe" every single night. I told my girl at bedtime "you are home with us, nothing can happen to you"....
but we found out otherwise....
I CAN'T trust in God.
Bad things can happen at home in bed even though mom and dad are in the room next door.
how can I not go to bed fearful?
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