just not doing well right now

can't breathe, anxiety abounds, can't eat, nausea, more tears than usual... feel like I should be in a mental hospital.  i'm a mess.  I can't function.  I can't focus on the kids.  I feel bad, I know they are worried about me. I can't focus to pray other than begging God to make me feel better.  Yet He doesn't.  My house falls into a bigger mess because I just can't do anything.... I'm scared for my health.  Scared for my kids.