I love the holidays. I still do. Even after THIS. I still love this time of year.
But I'm sad.
Christmas music has always made me cry because of it's emotional sounds and words. Now I can't make it through the first line of some songs without tears.
Christmas shopping has always been a pleasure for me. I love to splurge on my kids this time of year. Even before having m own children, I looked forward to spoiling my nieces and nephew.
Now, as I walk the aisle of my favorite stores it will hit me out of nowhere that I should be buying gifts for Nolan.
Today has been a rough day with many bouts of crying and shouting at God.
This will never, ever, ever seem fair.
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