Sunday, February 17, 2013

denial?

today i tried to just not think about Nolan...i made a conscious effort.  it made me feel like such a traitor to even try.  some days all i it's wallow in my loss...today i just tried some moments of denial.

the thing is i want to t think about Nolan,i want people to share memories or stories about him.  no one is doing that.i want friends to want to listen to me talk about him.  i need to talk about him.  i was writing memories in my Nolan journal and i can't find the darn thing.  i need the memories.

the denial attitude can work for an hour, a few minutes, whatever you need, but it is no long term solution...long term, i need talk about my son,listen to others too

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