Saturday, February 16, 2013

need distractions

distractions, keeping busy, loud kids, pinterest, facebook, tv, movies, words with friends, occasionally real friends stop by, cleaning house, shopping, drinking some wine...distractions.  i need them.  they help.  they keep my mind occupied and sometimes the pain gets pushed an inch,not much,  but  a little.  sometimes,the day is just so extra horrific that no distraction helps.  but i need life to distract...when my mind goes to the fact that Nolan is gone, that i can't hug him, that i can't talk to him, that we buried his beautiful body, i feel like my life is over.  so i need distractions

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